"Congratulations, you are alone now"

2014. Even if it's not real, I have plenty of friends in the virtual world. I love each one very much, I am very attached to each one. Everything is very beautiful. Even when I have sorrowful moments, my soul does not get hurt.
2015. No friends. There are no old friends. Because there is someone I love and that guy is very tired. All my friends are jealous of me. I just said "goodbye" to all my friends for that. I love him, my eyes, my soul, and all my feelings love him.
2016. We are still in love. But there is something. He's trying not to change me anymore. Actually, he loved me, not just me, but his mind. But I'm never tired. Because I have love. I'm full of love. I'm still trying.
2017. I have no friends, no love, no one. The piles I've eaten from the people I met in the gaps were dug up. I'm tired. I hate my back knives. Not all facts are helping to swim in a disgusting way. And that's all it is. You're afraid of love. You still have your purity, but no more believing in anybody. Your mind is so complicated that you can not summon it again, you know. Life smiles and says, "Congratulations, you are alone now".